
追忆似水年华(remembrance of things past).doc
3页追忆似水年华追忆似水年华(Remembrance of Things Past)an it reall be sixt-t ears ag that i first sa u?it is trul a lifetie, i n but as i gaze int ur ees n, it sees lie nl esterda that i first sa u, in that sall af in hanver squarefr the ent i sa u sile, as u pened the dr fr that ung ther and her nebrn bab i ne i ne that i anted t share the rest f life ith ui still thin f h flish i ust have led, as i gazed at u, that first tie i reeber athing u intentl, as u t ff ur hat and lsel sh ur shrt dar hair ith ur fingers i felt self being iersed in ur ever detail, as u plaed ur hat n the table and upped ur hands arund the ht up f tea, gentl bling the stea aa ith ur puted lipsfr that ent, everthing seeed t ae perfet sense t e the peple in the af and the bus street utside all disappeared int a haz blur all i uld see as uall thrugh life i have relived that ver first da an, an ties i have sat and thught abut that the first da, and h fr a fe fleeting ents i a there, feeling again hat is lie t n true lve fr the ver first tie it pleases e that i an still have thse feelings n after all thse ears, and i n i ill alas have the t frt ent even as i sh and trebled unntrllabl in the trenhes, did i frget ur fae i uld sit huddled int the et ud, terrified, as the hails f bullets and rtars rashed dn arund e i uld luth rifle tightl t heart, and thin again f that ver first da e et i uld r ut in fear, as the nise f ar beat dn arund e but, as i thught f u and sa u siling ba at e, everthing arund e uld be bee silent, and i uld be ith u again fr a fe preius ents, far fr the death and destrutin it uld nt be until i pened ees ne again, that i uld see and hear the arnage f the ar arund ei annt tell u h strng lve fr u as ba then, hen i returned t u n leave in the septeber, feeling battered, bruised and fragile e held eah ther s tight i thught e uld burst i ased u t arr e the ver sae da and i hped ith hen u led deep int ees and said es t being bridei’ ling at ur edding pht n, the ne n ur dressing table, next t ur eeller bx i thin f h ung and innent e ere ba then i reeber being n the hurh steps grinning lie a heshire at, hen u said h dashing and handse i led in unifr the pht is ld and faded n, but hen i l at it, i nl see the bright vibrant lrs f ur uth i an still reeber ever detail f the prett edding dress ur ther ade fr u, ith its fine deliate lae and prett pearls if i nentrate hard enugh, i an sell the seetness f ur edding buquet as u held it s prudl fr everne t seei reeber being s ver ened, hen a ear later, u gentl held hand t ur aist and hispered in ear that e ere ging t be a faili n bth ur hildren lve u dearl; the are utside the dr n, aitingd u reeber h i panied lie a ad an hen nathn as brn? i an still piture u laughing and siling at e n, as i lusil held hi fr the ver first tie in ars i athed as ur laughter faded int tears, as i stared at hi and ried n tears f sarah and t arrived this rning ith little tessie an u reeber h e bth hugged eah ther tightl hen e sa ur tin granddaughter fr the first tie? i an’t believe she ill be eight next nth i a tring nt t r, lve, as i tell u h beautiful she ls tda in her prett dress and red shin shes, she reinds e s uh f u that first da e et she has her hair ut shrt n, ust lie urs as all thse ears ag hen i et her at the dr her sile rapped arund e lie a ar glve, ust lie urs used t d, darlingi n u are tired, dear, and i ust let u g but i lve u s uh it hurts t d sas e gre ld tgether, i uld tease u that u had nt hanged sine e first et but it is true, darling i d nt see the rinles and gre hair that ther peple see hen i l at u n, i nl see ur seet tender lips and uthful sparling ees as e sat and had ur first pini next t that sall strea, and hased eah ther arund that big ld a tree i reeber ishing thse first fe das tgether uld last frever d u reeber h exiting and nderful thse das ere?i ust g n, darling ur hildren are aiting utside the ant t sa gdbe t ui ipe the tears aa fr ees and bend frail ld legs dn t the flr, s that i an neel beside u i lean lse t u and tae hld f ur hand and iss ur tender lips fr the ver last tiesleep peaefull deari a sad that u had t leave e, but please dn’t rr i a ntent, ning i ill be ith u sn i a t ld and t ept n t live uh lnger ithut ui n it n’t be lng befre e eet again in that sall af in hanver squaregdbe, darling ife文章。












